Why Now?

Why now do you decide you want to apologize? You have put me through hell for the past year, why do you now decide you wanna make it up to me and say your sorry. You don’t even realize how much you’ve hurt me, I gave you my all I put everything into our relationship and you never cared, I put my heart on the line and you just watched me fall, and weren’t there to catch me. You scared me for life and now you think an I’m sorry can take that back, well it can’t. It can’t take back how sad i’ve felt for the past year, it can’t take back all my tears and heartache, i should hate you for all of this. Why can’t you ever just leave me alone. Stay out of my life. Please forever. Your apology would have meant the world to me six months ago, but now it’s just a waste of time, it doesn’t change or fix anything. You always know when I stop thinking about you, it’s like you never want me to be over you, please just go away for good. Let me go, and let it be.